“We used to watch romantic comedies together and mock the people who clumsily told each other what we never could.”
warning! in English
Soundtrack: Sympathy – Jung Joonyoung
We used to watch romantic comedies together and mock the people who clumsily told each other what we never could. Like he said, “Well, we all have our own dumb side deep down inside.” And after those precious months we’ve spent together, I finally knew that dumb side of mine.
We used to talk to each other at the different end of telephone at the midnight, thinking that it would be awesome to kill the night together. Just saying out loud what’s in our minds. It’s not that precious before. But now, he’s missing. And those moments just vanished, blurred in my memory.
We used to rob the mini mart just across the Saint Nicholas street, thinking that one, or two bags of sour candy won’t hurt anyone. Just eating those sour candies, put one or two in each others’ mouth at the rooftop of uninhabited apartment. It’s not that sour before, those sour candies. But now, he’s missing. My ears hurts so much when my tongue met the sour taste of those candies of back then. I don’t know why, but the candies taste more sour now.
We used to beat the naughty mama boys at the end of the second floors’ alley, thinking that it would be great to tell them some tips for high school. Just kicking their ass off, punch one or two faces, and called by the head master afterward. But now i’m too scared. A girl can’t beat five mama boys alone even though she was their senior. And those time have passed, leaving me, a teenage girl who’s not strong enough to beat a few asses anymore.
If those memories of him started to flash out of nowhere in my blank mind, the thought after that would be only, and always be only,
“I miss him.”
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